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The fight is never physical, it has always been spiritual

 If there is one place I find consolation in, is my writing. This place is the place where I go to empty out the negative, the pain. Lately, the attacks has intensified and there are days where I feel like I might lose my mind. I gets really bad and in all aspects, I can never get consolation from another human being. The consolation comes from God. There are so many instances where I am forced to fight a lot of fights physically, but I have to realise that whenever I tried fighting something and I don't involve fighing on my knees, the results are always devastating.
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His Grace is Sufficient ( A Tragedy that blessed me with my daughter)

 Tragedies mostly are created to cause us tremendous pain, but for me it's the opposite. Every tragedy that I have been through had always produced beautiful results. Losing my one twin and carrying the dead twin next to the living one till I delivered was one tragedy that I thought I will NEVER conquer. For 6 months my life came to a standstill and nothing or no one could say anything that makes sense to me. I didn't even enjoy the kicks my daughter gave me at 20 weeks. I didn't even feel my son's embraces when he hugs me to soothe me because somehow he felt my sadness. Food was tasteless, the work that I enjoy the most because more of a task than a passion. To top it up, I felt every pain unimaginable ever especially around my pelvic region. My blood pressure rose to its maximum capacity and at times it was 162/97. Don't even mention about alcohol abuse, I drank black label beer whenever I just couldn't handle it so I fall asleep. Crying was the order of the d...
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